5 days left

As the days creep by, I get more and more excited and yet more and more nervous.

There are a lot of questions rolling around in my head and a million "what if"s. Is this it? Is it finally our turn? If it's not this cycle, do I have what it takes to go through multiple cycles of this? What if it works? What do I do? What will being pregnant feel like?

I actually had a dream last night that I was telling my family that I was pregnant and I had one person give me the biggest hug that actually picked me up off the ground. It felt so good to say those words out loud, even if it was in a dream. I've been holding the words in, not even saying them to myself.

5 days left....5 days left...