Tomorrow is our big day! Well, maybe not big day...but it's certainly up there in size...
Tomorrow at 3pm, Jake and I are meeting with my doctor to discuss treatment and possible medication to help me ovulate regularly to help the "process" along. I know this might sound a bit...stupid, but I'm scared.
I know being scared is normal. Who wouldn't be scared after all the tests and charting? You want a good outlook on the possibilities right? And at any moment, that cloud might be missing the silver lining. You could find out like Charlotte did on Sex and the City..she had a 15% shot at having a baby. Yeah...way to burst the bubble.
I have every confidence in my doctor. She's wonderful and so professional and knowledgeable. I have no problem being frank about my fears with her, as she is a specialist in dealing with PCOS and pregnancies. I know having PCOS doesn't mean I'm incapable of conceiving...it just makes it that much harder. I'm trying my best to see this not as an obstacle course, but as an added adventure so that when we do have our little one, we've hit the X on the treasure map.
OK...I think I'm ready...I just hope to God I don't forget any paperwork I need...
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